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19/11/2016 :)
11.19.2016 By:Yuwenelf 10:33 PM | 0 Comment [s]
  I used to keep on updating since 2012 but now not anymore. The reason is because I choose to evade.  Evade to face my past. 60% post of this blog is just all about how negative I am, how I wanting a person that already out from my life. Those depression post is the reason I don't feel like come back here. I scare that I will back to the deep black hole.  I thought that as long as I don't back to here, I won't insomnia anymore, I won't being emotional anymore. I was wrong, totally wrong. #逃避解决不到事情.   It's such a shame that I used to be a emo bitch. All my tears is wasted.  There is no point crying for him. #年少无知 . 
Time can heal you. Your broken heart could be fix in one day.
 Trust me 
And now, I'm back to here, my favorite space, and write a post, an appreciation post for someone.
 
When I first met him, never thought he will be this important to me.
 And I never think that he is the one  . Knew him because of Yap CheeHao, we started chat since April  , started from a bet between me and sinyee.  The bet changed me , and changed us haha.
Before I met him, I thought that I don't deserve a good guy to treat me good anymore.
 But he prove it to me, with his actions. Sent me cool drinks when I was exposed under sun during lab, came to me when I need his help and more. All these little actions seems just a small matters but this is all I want. I just need a caring and loving person by my side. He is just a normal guy, sometime makes me angry , act like a kid but with a mature mind.   
We got together since 24/9
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Y'all know that I don't have any confidence.
. I know right, I get jealous easily, I am very clingy, annoying, over protective and emotional girlfriend for him. Sometimes I couldn't control myself to do that  hehe. Before I get into this relationship, I always told my friends that : In the future, I don't want my boyfriend always come find me so frequently, I need some 'distance' .  This is so crazy.   BUT NOW, this guy totally changed my mind. Every time he left, I will started miss him. 
I mean I was a mess. Keep trying how to be a good one.
 As long as he could smile because of me, I'm already satisfied   
It is toooooo early to say forever. #想都不敢想
. But for now, I really want to thank you for existing in my life during my darkest time. You teach me how to love a person with the sincere of his heart.   Will never forget how you protect me in the club. I'm a stubborn people, always force you to do something that you might don't like.  
But you will still accompany me anyways.
 
Felt so cheesy to say this much.
 Anyways, Mike Tang , this post is dedicated for you.  Hope you will know how much I  you after read this post. Don't always think I 'play play' huh.
*Feel so so so happy when I finished typed this post, oh yay.
 
Bye
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